♕Fickle Tendencies


June 1, 2010 // onward!
OH HELLO THERE JUNE. FANIME WAS AMAZING. TL;DR, I HAD HELLA FUN & I GOT HELLA TIRED.My legs got sexy from all the walking and dancing. xD
Anyway, have some pchats I did before I left for Fanimu. ♥
Darkhikariiii and I wanted to practice drawing backgrounds, so I started drawing pillars. xD
Michael came in and drew a Kirby on a swastika. xD
Yuichu's character Catherine and my Giacomo. <3>
I'm really excited alluva sudden! I want to start doing commissions again! But with that I have to start selling my art. I have to show the world what I can do. & judging from what sells recently, it's fanart. So I'll probably start making some examples of Hetalia characters. I'm just hoping that Hetalia will be popular until next year. x) ♥

Oufff, well off to draw!

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May 21, 2010 // FEEL GOOD IIIIINC.
Deleted like 337 MB worth of photoshop files.
They're all the crap I don't ever wanna see.

No jk, they're stuff I probably won't ever
work on again so what's the use of keeping
them around? Scanned a couple of drawings
which I plan to post here, but not now.
As I have to clean my pig sty of a room.
It's kinna embarrassing how I can't keep
my room clean. It's like... WHAT KIND
OF GIRL AM I?! Gonna go through my
closet and donate like 4536032986 clothes.
Also go through my papers and throw away
pieces that are just collecting dust. I
also find Harry Potter fanart of Draco. >_>
Yeah... I'm keeping that, thank you very much~.

Do people even read my diaries? You can't comment
anymore as my new layout won't let you. I'm trying
to figure out how to but I don't think that'll
happen anytime soon. So in the mean time just
leave stuff in my formspring.me. :)

So, brb! ♥

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-_-
Currently editing my blog, so,
no arty posts for a while.
Until helvetica freezes over.

No jk, until I can get this
damn layout to my liking. :I

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Durrrr!
Herp derprrrsfdsf.

Psychology final went smoothly~
Turned in art portfolio~
A huuuuuuuuuge load off my
shoulders. Now for the art final.
It has to be 18x24. T_T
Will probably go shopping for
watercolour paper and mixing plate
tomorrow. AND SOME NEW LEGIT BRUSHES.
I'm giving the ones I bought to my
little sister. They're so cheap,
they leave hair on the paper. But
their intake of water is nice~.

Anyway, I WANT TO MAKE A POKEMON OC. STFU.

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hahahahahfdsfsd no
Hetalia Meme

1. The first character I fell in love with:
Prussia, YEAH STFU. I liked him even before
I knew of Hetalia, or his name.
I just saw fanart and I was like,
who is this hawt looking piece of 2D.

2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:
America, hands down.

3. The character everyone else loves that I don't:
China? France? Italy?
It's funny bcos I've always wanted to
visit China, I hear Bangkok has some
cheapass items. I'm part French idk
why I don't like him. I mean N. Italy,
he's an annoying little... ah, I admit,
he's adorable, sometimes.

4. The character I love that everyone else hates:
The females, lol!

5. The character I used to love but don't any longer:
Prussia, not as much. I still like him but not love.

6. The character I would shag anytime:
Hahaha who are you? Austin Powers?

7. The character I'd want to be like:
None. They're all either pansies, stereotypical or sexists.

8. The character I'd slap:
Russia. He's not creepy as everyone says
he is. I think he's pretentious, wannabe creepy.
GO BACK TO BEING A BOLSHEVIK. Maybe that'll scare me.

9. Pairings that I love:
Lol, as long as it's hetero I'm gooood.
I specifically love Hungary being the bicycle. :'D

10. Pairings that I dislike:
Anything Male/Male, haha, aaaaah~

11. Favorite character:
None.

12. My five favorite characters:
Hungary, Turkey, uuh fdsfdsafa, fsdfdsh,
& Philippines!(? IT BETTER BE A SHE)

13. My five least favorite characters:
China, China, China, China, China.
I wish you were a girl, you could've been
so funny seeing as the Chinese kindof don't like wiminz.

14. Which character I am most like:
Hold on let me take some hetalia quiz,

LMFAO IT SAYS I'M FRANCE.
I guess that's partly right. I'm very,
very affectionate, even if the person
doesn't wanna get affectionate. ;D

15. My deep, dark fandom secret:
I hate fandom.


Ah, don't worry. I'll post some pictures soon. :)

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She's so hiiiiiigh, high above me.
I need to go style searching again.

When I first seriously went style
searching I came across American comic
book art. Not like the ones you read
in the Sunday newspaper but the ones
that are drawn in Marvel and DC comics.
I've liked it (not only because I was
on an X-men high) because of how organic
the bodies were drawn. I always had this
tendency to never connect my lines. Like,
I just make a few strokes for it to look
like the gesture I was trying to achieve.
I don't know if it makes any sense but
it sure is clear as day for me. And it looked
weightless and sharp. I wanted my bodies to
have some life, to have so weight and mass.
You could say I'm obsessed with the human body.
Especially the female form. ;D ;D ;D

Okay, in all seriousness, my hamster is going
about 40 mph in her ball. I wish I had that
determination to exercise. Fanime is only a
few weeks away and I wanted to be a little
fit, maybe build some muscle as these are
all fat. I get tired from the simplest jogs. ):

Ah well, I've rediscovered my love for penciling.
Not that I ever fell out of it, but because I've
been spending most of my time with digital media
that I've been neglecting my lovely traditionals.

Yeah, I should get started on my homework huh?
Three pieces still due and one final. I'm still
iffy on what to create. Back to danbooru
for inspiration! (& also for the boobs).

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I'm artisically depressed again.

I swear, I think I'm bipolar. One day
I feel like I can draw anything, I get
all grandiose & the next I feel like
if I can draw it, that means it must
be really easy and therefore not
"high class". Or sometimes I don't
draw at all. My muse likes to sleep.

Anyway, have a little sketch. This is
just to see if my bull'seye composition
will work. I gotta transfer this to a
much larger canvas. :O

Auletta is so lovely.<33

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GREASSSSSSSSSEE ON THE FLOOOOR

Darkhikari told me to stop hatin' on fanart.
So I did.
I was gonna scrap this drawing of Turkey, Hungary & Greece
bcos I was so afraid of drawing fanart altogether. Like, I feel
like I fail as an artist. Don't get me wrong, there is NOTHING
wrong with fanart, it's a personal thing I guess. My muse/ego's
cock is small so he has to compensate by being a buttface.

Jk, he has a huge rooster. :I

Do you like Hungary's foot?

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Today!!
I went to go visit my SLAM teachers (media academy in high school) &
they are so cuuuute. <3 My English teacher lost hella weight, I still love
my history teacher and my video and computer teachers are still so
silly. I stayed there for like a few hours and drew with their tablet.
The school has bamboo fun. I NEVER HAD A TABLET WHEN I
WENT TO SCHOOL THERE. :I Grrr

It's also my mum's birthday so I super spoiled her. I treated her
out to Nation's, got her banana creme pie, Sephora makeups, and
a game for the Wii (bcos I like it too xD). I'm still painting a portrait
for her which I'll give for Mother's Day. Since I already got her a big
ass bouquet & chocolates on Valentine's Day. :'D I'm currently
cooking spaghetti like how my grams (dad side) use to make it,
kindof of sweet because of the banana ketchup and brown sugar. (:
She's napping right now.

Ahhh, also I got Baccano! Complete series in the mail today, I'm so excited!
Imma watching it right now my mom's sleeping~. xD

Ahhh, gonna have a little party later, see you!

Here, have the colour blocks so far for Kennedy, he has no feets. ):

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I'm really confused.
I had a sudden epiphany the other day.
Only not really. But I'll call it that because
it hit me like a thunder bolt. I want to get
into Animation. I'm not so good at creating
complete pictures and such but I'm well
enough to know how to draw. I love drawing
characters the best so maybe, I'll do good.
But I realized you just can't decide on a
new major on a whim. It takes careful
planning! Or so they say. All I know is,
when I do get the money, I wanna put
myself into an art school. But for now,
I'll just take my Psych major classes
at the community college & transfer
to a university. See? I'm smart,
first two-three years of college
should be spent in a cc. You'll save
thousands that can be put into your
final year and college thesis & parties. :'D

One of my best friends asked me if I wanted
to draw something her brother can model on
a computer. I FREAKED OUT. AND YES I
HELLA JUMPED ON THAT. She asked for
different views of the same image, and this
is something I've never done. It's like a
reference sheet for a character but instead
of front and back view, you have to draw other
dynamic angles as well. Ahh, I'm so excited!
I'll draw something easy so I won't strain
myself and her brother out. Lololol, I want
him to model my cat, Kennedy... in a zoot suit. :B

Ah, no school today, time to clean, draw & study group!

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*sigh*
I'm knee deep in things to do.
I'm busier than I've ever been.
No that is a lie, I've been busier
before. But lately, my brain just
feels fried. I'm so exhausted. I
hope I don't lose cognitive function! O_O

OH NOESSS!! I love Big Bang Theory.

I'm just gonna type out the things to I have to do,
you don't need to pay any attention. It's just to
help me clear things out on text instead of it
running around my head.

1. Mum's birthday card aka giant poster of her face.
2. Study for Ab Psyc exam on Wednesday.
3. Sign up & suck it up. Summer classes this
year, I wanna get ahead of my studies so
I can transfer to a 4-year school. My major
is Psychology but my heart really wants
to get into animation. I wish I had the money,
I really do. But oh well. Ohhh wellll.
Don't forget to full load! Take every class
available that is supported on the IGETC.
Almost done with those. So, I'm excited! (:
4. Work on three missing assignments for
art, which I planned to turned in on Wednesday.
In which I know won't happen. I'm missing the
unequal triangle, outer subjects & bull's eye.
These are composition homework. I suck.
5. Mother's day flowers & card aka another
giant poster of her face. With flowers.
6. Clean house for said Mother's day. Mum
decided she wanted to throw a BBQ. She halla black.
7. DEVIANT ART ART TRADES, FFFF DON'T WORRY
I DIDN'T FORGET (liar). I'M SORRY I WILL
DO IT, JUST NOT, LIKE, RIGHT NOW.
8. ????
9. Profit!
10. Breathe

Ahhh, now that I'm looking at it, it doesn't
seem so bad. I think, I can manage. I won't
die this week, not just yet. :)

Bazinga~!

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I GOT A HAMSTER.
IT'S A RUSSIAN DWARF. It's white with
these cute brown & black speedlines.
She almost looks like a chipmunk.

GAH I'M GONNA KEEP IT INBETWEEN MY BOOBS.
& FEED IT BROCCOLI.

Okay, yeah. I got so excited. xD ♥♥

Got to visit an old friend, I'm glad she's doing okay.
I've missed her so. I totally had a huge crush on
her when I first met her. & before that she always
mugged at me, turns out she really just looks
at people like that. xD ♥♥♥♥

Anyway, have a couple of WIPs. :'D

This one I asked my friend Darkhikari (he drew in purple)
to help me out with how to work out
his hand. I forgot to tell him Giacomo is left handed but it's okay. It gave me
an idea how to approach drawing things in the future.

I'm gonna call this Guacamole when I'm done with it. Another rendition Darkhikari
showed me on how to draw his right hand. :) I love you Misshaaa♥♥

& last but certainly not the least, a rough sketch of my cat, Kennedy, in a zoot suit.
I've actually started blocking in colours but it looks so ugly so instead I give you the sketch. :'D

Ahh my little sister's communion thing is tomorrow morning. They're growin' up so fast. :'D

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MUAHAHAHA~!
Due to a nasty case of an art-block (not really I'm just being lazy)
I decided (for the 3rd time in my life) to take on the 100 Themes Challenge.
The last two I've began with the same spirit I do now but never went on
to finish it. I think this is because of my fleeting fancy for things, & that
was drawing fanart for animu. Now, I think I moved on to a different
liking for things. Notice how I didn't say upgrade? Animu is still a great
style and fun to draw. It can also be very easy as well but it's still
a form of art no matter how you look at it. But it just doesn't appeal to
me anymore, I've fallen in love with a more cartoony and/or western
approach to drawing. Hmmm, who to blaaameee~ :I

Anyway, many of you (I'm probably gonna guess there is like one or two
of you reading this journal, but I digress) have noticed a reoccurring theme
in my drawings. No? Really? Is my flair really going down that bad?! T_T
The theme I've been going with lately are sepia-toned or warm hues with
the fashion and romanticism of the 20s-40s. I've love vintaged anything
since I could remember. Which is strange to hear coming from an Aquarian,
we do love our futuristic stuff and technology. But we are also curious individuals.

Speaking of vintage, I recently discovered Ms. Tracy J. Butler's Lackadaisy
(if ya haven't heard of it I suggest you google it, NAOOO!!) webcomic and
just fell in love. Her drawings are so luscious and lively. The plot & dialog
are just spot on. I usually stray away from human-like cats or "furry" like
it's some bad food. But the facial expressions and fancy zoot suits, I couldn't
resist. Even if she doesn't know I exist, she definitely has inspired me more
than she'll ever know. Amazing feats what artists can do, huh? Ahhh~ :)

So, back to the 100 themes. I've decided (thanks to Lackadaisy) to draw each
theme using scenarios and expressions as the main subject. Rather than the
quality of the drawing itself, I want to portray emotion without getting caught
up in the detail. I want to exercise knowledge of body language and atmosphere.
Be it comical, tragedy or dramatic, maybe put in some action in there too!

I ordered Baccano the complete series DVD set a few days ago and awaiting
patiently for it's delivery. I do love the anime so much. One of the few I'd actually
spend some dollars on. Hell, I even want to buy the artbook, but it's effing $60.
BUT I'LL BUY IT. SOMEDAY. YOU'LL SEE. Despite not liking animu style
anymore, I do love Ms. Katsumi Enami's style of drawing. She draws facial
expressions more lively than you'd see on animu without being comical or exaggerated.
Her rendition of things are addicting and her way of painting is sleek. ♥♥
Actually I'm just being biased, I only like her drawings when it's Baccano. :3

Hehe, okay 'nuff chitchat. I'll get to drawing nao~ See ya!

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Hehe

I learned that setting up height lines help you sketch out consistent bodies.
Thank you spark of genius. Except not really as I should've done this eversince
I began to draw. Anywaaaaayyy, have a little wip of my lovely Alligatore siblings
as children. I wonder if you can guess what meme they are in this time. :'D

I should've left about an hour ago to get my car's smog check. I guess I'll leave now.
Gaaaah, so lazzzyy!



Before I go, here, crappy oekaki I did over at SCO. I wish I sharpened
that background even more. But it was only a speedpaint sooo, bleeeeh.

xD Okay, love you stranger! Bye!

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Euughhh
So much drama happenin'! But it's kindof funny. I'mma jerk for laughing at people's expenses, but it's okay. I'm really a good person on the inside, I pay my taxes, I donate hella money to organizations, etc. Ahhhh, I just think that it's ridiculous people get hella irritated over the dumbest things. Like, it's cool though. It's their life, I'll let them learn their lesson.

I'm so sleepy but I still wanna work on the Mr. Chick~

Too lazy to scan 69797693762 piles of paper, so instead have a doodle, WIP and a super fail tutorial for my friend. Idk, made it so it can give her an idea how to approach colouring? Ehhh

I drew this on the Sakura-Chan Oekaki hoping to someone incorporate Sakura into it. But failed, so instead I just screenshot'd it and uploaded it. Idk how to make the water flat. For some weird reason it wanted to look like an over flowing puddle or something. I like how the droplet came out tho. I was so proud of myself after this. xD

This sexy man be Mr. Chick Jefferson from BACCANO! He be my favourite♥ Idk what that swirl thing is going on in the back, looks like a flower or something. xD He's supposed to be wearing a butcher's apron. LOLOL he wore it on the first episode♥♥

Sup, here be the tutorial, imma go cut my wrists now

I love you bye♥

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I took cutie on a ride with my death cab.
Ah, yesterday was so much fun. Got to get up with
the kids who like to get down~ Thursdays are
definitely my adventure days. Definitely.

I found a bunch of sketches in my room
I've done last year and since I haven't
really updated I can upload them here~

After I scan them of course. >_> Augh so many!

And now my cat is infront of my monitor so
Idk what I'm type oh and he left and is now
on my keybooookllllllllllllllllllllllljjjjjjllllllll;

Cat like typing detected!

Ah, maybe before I scan these I should run
my errands first! Haircut, dog food, laundry.

See ya~<3

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Hurricane
Hi there.

I want to draw but I've been very lazy.
Woke up feelin' good. Left my window open for the night and woke up to the rain. It felt wonderful. But alas, mum opened my door and turned on the light and told me to get up. I dressed up in my cute, little, yellow raincoat, some Baby Phat (don't judge me) jeans and black boots my grams got from Italy. I wore my headband with the the black, blue, and red florals ribbon to
just add
the icing to the cake.

And I didn't even go to school.
I stayed home. You wanna know why? I had a tummy ache, I felt like if I moved anyway I was gonna upset it. Also the fact that I couldn't find my watercolour palettes anywhere made me even more depressed.
Today were were gonna draw eachother's faces.
I wanted to do that. I love doing portraits.
I love drawing people, capturing a little bit,
just a tiny bit, of their soul onto the canvas
and adding my flair to it. I love adding reds
and pinks and oranges to their tints. I love making them
look young and alive. Ahhh, now I wish I went to school.

I did however spend 30 bucks at the Dick Blick website. Bought watercolour pencils, a new sketchbook, and a watercolour pad. Darn you shipping and handling! You cost so much. Maybe, I should start doing commissions? Just tiny things, like help design or some portraits here and there. Idk if I'm even capable of doing landscapes! But I'll try my best.
I just can't seem to stay put. I need always constantly move!

Aaaahhh, I'm babbling. Maybe I'll try to draw something. I'm home anyway.

Here, have some naked people. When I came back to the room someone had given them
skin colour. Thank you mysterious person who I later found out it was one of my DA friends.

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Mama, tell your children not to do what I have doneee~
Good evening~!
Did a lot of stuff today! Productive stuff! Isn't that like, blasphemy?
Anyway, cleaned out the garage, mom can put back her ping pong
table and own me in each game now. Hurraaaayy~
Also, I download The Animals' rendition of the song
"The House of the Rising Sun". I've been singing it
ever since. Hehehe<3

The following post will probably be a huge jump with
what I have been posting lately. I'm getting a little more serious
with the way I draw. Serious as in ACTUALLY DRAWING MORE
THAN JUST THE HEAD, LOL. *fail*

I hope you enjoy them. (:
Jacqueline & Ulysses being cute. xD Random sketch with a pen.

The two compositions were just doodles of how to approach my homework. Only the bottom was used. Not really, just the cat. xD
Darling Nikki song inspired and uhhh, interracial love ftw! Jacqueline & Uly. (:

AND THE BEST PCHAT EVER. EVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

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(:
Hi! Nothing really to say. Just, that
it's beenvery cold lately!
PREPARING ME FOR RUSSIA! ;D
>_>
<_<

Eh, a very poor collection of sketches I've drawn during classes. Style experimenting I guess.

And uh young Vladimir Putin. xD Based off this image. Hehe. There's a none
bloody nose version on my deviantART! Go there if ya wanna see it. (:

Okay bye!<3

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It's 5:15 PM & it looks like it's 12 in the afternoon.
I LOVE THIS WEATHER.

ANYWAY, HAVE A WIP AND SOME PCHATS. YEAHHHH!

Okay so like, I'm obsessed with Turkey/Hungary (though I love Prussia/Hungary the best, Turkey is a veryyyyy close second). FFFFFUUU. I blame Ellinor!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU AREEEE!! THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE LIGHT. xD
Yeah fosho, so I'll be working on that piece for a while, it'll be my first digital project that I'll actually spend some QUALITY time with, as in, not half-ass it and slap on some texture and call it a day (which is something I do a lot ;_;). But yeah, just the sketch and layout of things. C:

DAT ASS. I love drawing that face. I also love Luci-Lou @ DA's style. BUT SHE REJECTS MY LOVE. ;_;

GET FIREFOX FURUE, GET IT. Also, do you like my Babysitter!Himmler? :D


LOL I DREW TURKEY. & yes I'd like to eat that~ ;D You rike my epic EVAR text? xD

COMEJOIN ME FOR SOME P-CHAT SOMETIME STRANGER~ (: Takamin-Mayshing

<3

ps. I should go do my art homework huh? It's due tomorrow. >_>

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